Beagle Mafia

So far this month has been a total cluster. There are so many storms swirling around and I have to somehow figure out how to weather them all.

Per my last post, we talked about how Sirius(who is one awesome and smart puppy btw) was the light in the darkness of September 11Th. Well just when I thought that was the case, I found out that one of my dear internet friends died of colon cancer leaving behind two young children and a husband. To make it worse, her son was to turn 1(yes that young without his mommy) the day after she died. The family was planning a birthday party in the hospice center. I can not even tell you how devastated I am about this news. Its almost unrealistic to most people to have such a connection with someone you never even met yet she seemed like family. While we all knew it was going happen, we were still holding out for a miracle. A miracle that never came. The only comfort and solace I/we have is that we will soon see her again in heaven. She was a woman of strong faith and trusted in God. This strong woman actually became at peace with her destiny. Never did she complain regardless of her pain. I cant imagine looking at my babies and my husband knowing that I would leave them in this world alone. I can not even imagine the mental torment that she had to gone through. She continued to stay strong and trust in God. I have not mastered that level of faith yet. I pray that she left this world truly in peace and floated on up to heaven's gates and she met Him with arms wide open. He speaks according to His word: 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!' Matthew 25:21

Times like this is when I wish I were not blogging anonymously so that I could share with everyone who I am talking about. We all made a beautiful video that she did get to see before her last day here. I believe in my heart she knew how much she was loved and how we would all make sure her family would be well taken care of.

I hate that date. That date is just cursed. I want nothing more then for it to disappear from the calendar. I want to go from the 10Th-12Th. Yet another tragedy that I have to reflect on.